guess wad.
we(NPCC cadets) wld not be wearing the ceremonial uniform during ndp =/
after some of us knew(currently only 7 -or more-of us noe abt it. ok after reading this i guess the whole world noes it alreadi -.-),
we totally lost the mood to carry on attending the ndp rehersals/training. -.-
Reezal predicted tt once the rest noe tt they r not gonna wear the uniform tt they dreamt of wearing, they wld slack.
he said tt wif alot of confidence lols.
i kinda agree though =/
it is kinda discouraging tt we r not gonna wear tt really cool uniform.
but hey,
coz the MP isnt gonna come on tt day,
we cant wear it as we aint gonna wear it for anyone special -.-
Guest of honour wld be Mr Tan Keng Joo (our principal). [tt was wad i heard]
lol first thing i tot of when i heard tt we were not wearing the uniform, regret.
it is like we r getting 'tortured' and working so 'hard' for just one ndp wif no significance(besides celebrating the day when sg gain its independence) at all -.-
even i myself felt superbly depressed.
might as well use the baton and be the supporting contingent =.=
but well, look at the bright side.
at least we wld kinda improve in our drills i guess? o.O
and oso we shld be satisfied tt we got to be the GOH.
argh wad am i toking abt.
all of us looked forward to bein the GOH becoz we TOT we cld wear the realli smart white uniform and march out as if we were like the best or somethin, well being the limelight on tt day.
it seems like everything has gone to waste -.-
lets see...
wad r the advantages of being the GOH left...
welll....
onli advantage i can tink of so far is tt we get to be in the centre of attention.
2nd advantage..
lets see.. o.O
nope.
cant tink of any at the moment.
haiz.
still.
we cant just giv up just becoz we r not gonna wear the uniform.
we still have to try to kip up to the standard of NPCC i guess =/
there will be some other opportunities.
its just tt we have to be a little patient.
we cant let things like this stop us frm being hu we realli are, NPCC cadets.
aint gonna let this pull us down somehow.
nope.
aint gonna let tt happen.
lets just get this over with.
and start afresh and treat this as a little lesson learnt.
a thing like this shall not cause us to fall!
it isnt gonna be easy but we shld at least try.
ok...?
so now im looking at the bright side -.-
lol there is like a mini devil and a mini angel inside of me. -.-
both fighting over things like this. =x
Just Jy NPCC!
argh someone pls smack me =.=
im like a robot which is gonna break down soon.
focus zz.